A SUICIDE NOTE TO THE WORLD - A poem

 A SUICIDE NOTE TO THE WORLD - A POEM

Standing in the middle of a suicide, 

How do you feel when your heart is broken?
The world keeps spinning,
Imagery,
Against the wind,
Sorrow in the after thought,
Lies, all is love,
I feel the blade against my skin,
A bitter bite,
A slice,
Stitches through time, skin,
Another life,
Who knows where it goes,
This time,
A broken life,
Standing there,
Awake,
Asleep,
Dead,
Alive,
The words drift across the screen,
Hope?
Shit...

There in the darkness I can see the pain,
It would be easy,
To take my life,
But instead I close my eyes and lay there weeping,
Staring into the ceiling,
It is an illusion,
This thing called life,
Is there anyone else,
Out there,
Feeling the same thing,
Thinking the same thing?

The faces, there in the dim light,
Nightmares?
I am shaken awake,
By my own life.
Distant,
Ripped memories,
Coming through the haze.

Awake,

Awoke,
Fly on the wall,
Seventeen pills,
Bottle of Jack,
What a way to go,
No one seems to care,
Easily replaced,
No one will remember my name,
A silent grave.

No one gets out of here alive,
The long goodbye,
There seems to be a line,
Not to cross,
Not to flee,

To feel the last kiss,
Upon my wrists,
Another,
To make sure I still bleed,
The bottle is half way empty,
Half way full?
Who cares,
Who knows,
The darkness does not.

Where is my mind?
Somewhere out there,
On the street?
Drifting through to the atmosphere,
Into blitz?
Where is my life?
Why am I dying one second at a time?
Why was I born?
Just to be put into the ground?
Lies, life, genocide,
Who knows,
I don't,
Goodbye...

LIFE IN A SONG - Lyrics in the middle of the night

LIFE IN A SONG 

Lyrics in the middle of the night

Driving through the rain,
Bullet through the brain,
Living is the same,
And life goes on,
The middle of the night,
Dreaming of a better,
Life goes on,
And life goes on.

Times get better,
So they say,
Sometimes life,
It just gets bitter,
Dreaming of a better way,
Singing in the way,
Living for the love,
Living for the life,
Life goes on,
And life goes on,
Sometimes soon.

Bullet through the brain,
Driving through the rain,
Looking for a better way,
Life goes on,
Sometimes living,
Just a little,
Is the best way,
And the right way,
And life goes on,
And life goes on,
Realize it,
Sometimes it's hard,
To feel the road,
To go on,
To the better place,
And life,
Goes on,
On and on,
To the place,
Life goes on,
And life goes on.